{"id":64,"date":"2017-11-21T16:36:00","date_gmt":"2017-11-21T15:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.herbstzeitlos.tk\/\/depersonalisation\/"},"modified":"2019-05-31T13:28:34","modified_gmt":"2019-05-31T11:28:34","slug":"depersonalisation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/?p=64","title":{"rendered":"Depersonalisation"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ein Kr\u00e4henfl\u00fcgelschlag entfernt; f\u00fcr immer,<\/span>
Dieses Gefieder unbrauchbar,<\/span>
wenn Regen f\u00e4llt<\/span>
perlt kein Tropfe an mir ab<\/span>

<\/span>Jede Entfernung durchstreift<\/span><\/p>\n

mit meinem Astralk\u00f6rper <\/span><\/div>\n
in meiner Abwesenheit,<\/span><\/div>\n
Streunen ohne Sinn und Zweck<\/span><\/div>\n
ohne Lust und Mu\u00dfe<\/span><\/div>\n
<\/span>
<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
Wind, wohin verstreust du mich?<\/span><\/div>\n
Wei\u00dft du noch wonach ich im Fieberwahn suchte?<\/span><\/div>\n
W\u00e4r‘ ich bei mir, w\u00fcrd‘ ich mich sogar f\u00fcrchten<\/span><\/div>\n
<\/span>
<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
Kr\u00e4henschn\u00e4bel zerfetzen z\u00e4rtlich die Kammern meines Herzens<\/span><\/div>\n
Salzwasser zersetzt z\u00f6gerlich die Reste meiner Muskelfasern<\/span><\/div>\n
Mein Haar umspielt zerzauste Baumwipfel<\/span><\/div>\n
Mein Haupt balanciert auf der k\u00e4ltesten Bergspitze<\/span><\/div>\n

<\/span><\/div>\n
Alles lass ich gelten<\/span><\/div>\n
Alles ist gleich g\u00fcltig<\/span><\/div>\n
Die F\u00fclle des Mondes; die Leere in mir<\/span><\/div>\n
Das Verhungern des Gef\u00fchls; die V\u00f6llerei an Melancholie<\/i><\/span><\/div>\n


<\/span>Ein Kind des Lasters und der B\u00fcrde, <\/span>
versteht ihr mich, <\/span>
<\/span><\/a>ihr mir fremden Schwestern und Br\u00fcder? <\/span>

<\/span>Geboren – um daran entzwei zu breche<\/span>n<\/span><\/span>
Gebrochen – um ich<\/i> zu sein?<\/span>

<\/span><\/p>\n

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<\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n
Albrecht D\u00fcrer, Melencolia I<\/i><\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ein Kr\u00e4henfl\u00fcgelschlag entfernt; f\u00fcr immer,Dieses Gefieder unbrauchbar,wenn Regen f\u00e4lltperlt kein Tropfe an mir abJede Entfernung durchstreift mit meinem Astralk\u00f6rper in […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-64","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-gedichte"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=64"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":73830,"href":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64\/revisions\/73830"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=64"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=64"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herbstzeitlos.ink\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=64"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}